Y\u0131llarca haber pe\u015finde ko\u015ftum. \u00c7o\u011fu zaman \u00e7at\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131n, kanl\u0131 olaylar\u0131n ortas\u0131nda, \u00e7o\u011fu zaman da uyu\u015fturucu operasyonlar\u0131n\u0131n, siyasi \u00e7eki\u015fmelerin g\u00f6be\u011finde\u2026 Kalemim hep siyaseti, g\u00fcvenli\u011fi, b\u00f6lgenin sert g\u00fcndemini yazd\u0131. \u00c7ok ender yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir \u015fey vard\u0131: A\u015fk… A\u015fk\u0131, sevdalar\u0131, \u00e7i\u00e7ekleri, b\u00f6cekleri kalemime \u00e7ok az konu ettim. Bazen gazeteci arkada\u015flarla oturup sohbet ederken \u015faka yollu \u015f\u00f6yle deriz:
\n\u2018Nas\u0131l olsa g\u00fcn\u00fcn birinde bu i\u015fi hakk\u0131yla yapan herkesi tutuklayacaklar. Bari biz de siyaset yazmay\u0131 b\u0131rakal\u0131m, a\u015fk yazal\u0131m, b\u00f6cek yazal\u0131m, sevgililerimizi yazal\u0131m. Dua edelim, ge\u00e7mi\u015fi yazal\u0131m.\u2019 \u0130\u015fte bu yaz\u0131 biraz o espriden do\u011fdu.
\n35 y\u0131ll\u0131k meslek hayat\u0131mda bir elin parmaklar\u0131 kadar kalemimi politikadan ay\u0131r\u0131p, sevdaya, a\u015fka, kalbe de\u011fdirmek istedim. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc insan ne kadar sert olaylar\u0131n i\u00e7inde ya\u015farsa ya\u015fas\u0131n, kalbinin bir k\u00f6\u015fesinde hep a\u015fk i\u00e7in yer vard\u0131r.
\nA\u015fk; hayat\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn tela\u015flar\u0131na, yorgunluklar\u0131na ve karma\u015fas\u0131na ra\u011fmen insan\u0131 ayakta tutan bir \u015feydir.
\nSiz hi\u00e7 kalbinizin g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcn\u00fczden f\u0131rlayacak gibi att\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir an ya\u015fad\u0131n\u0131z m\u0131?
\nBir bak\u0131\u015fla i\u00e7inizin titredi\u011fini, zaman\u0131n durdu\u011funu hissettiniz mi?
\nE\u011fer hissettiyseniz, bilin ki o tarifsiz duyguya herkes gibi siz de dokundunuz. Kimimiz i\u00e7in a\u015fk, ilk bak\u0131\u015fta g\u00f6z g\u00f6ze gelmektir. Kimimiz i\u00e7in y\u0131llar sonra yeniden kavu\u015fulan bir y\u00fcz, hi\u00e7 eskimeyen bir tebess\u00fcmd\u00fcr. Peki sizinki hangisi?
\nA\u015fk bazen bir s\u00f6ze, bazen bir g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fe, bazen de sessizce uzat\u0131lan bir ele gizlenir. Ama \u015funu unutmay\u0131n; sevda, a\u015fk\u0131n sab\u0131rla yo\u011frulmu\u015f h\u00e2lidir. A\u015fk, g\u00f6nl\u00fc tutu\u015fturan k\u0131v\u0131lc\u0131m ise, sevda o ate\u015fi \u00f6m\u00fcr boyu kor gibi ta\u015f\u0131yabilmektir. Sevda da fedakarl\u0131k vard\u0131r. Birini b\u00fct\u00fcn kusurlar\u0131yla sevebilmek, f\u0131rt\u0131nalarda bile yan\u0131nda durabilmek\u2026
\nSiz hi\u00e7 sevdal\u0131n\u0131z i\u00e7in uykusuz kald\u0131n\u0131z m\u0131?
\nOnun bir g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fc i\u00e7in kendi derdinizi unuttu\u011funuz oldu mu?
\n\u0130\u015fte sevda budur.
\nBir sabah pencerenizden d\u0131\u015far\u0131 bakt\u0131n\u0131z m\u0131 hi\u00e7?
\nG\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn a\u011f\u0131r a\u011f\u0131r ayd\u0131nlan\u0131\u015f\u0131na tan\u0131k oldunuz mu?
\nA\u015fk da b\u00f6yledir; \u00f6nce \u00fcrkek bir k\u0131v\u0131lc\u0131mla ba\u015flar, sonra b\u00fct\u00fcn hayat\u0131 ayd\u0131nlat\u0131r. Ya da bir g\u00fcl d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcn\u2026 \u00d6nce tohum d\u00fc\u015fer topra\u011fa, sab\u0131rla bekler, k\u00f6k salar. Sonra bir g\u00fcn sessizce tomurcuklan\u0131r. O an\u0131 g\u00f6renin kalbi sevin\u00e7le dolar.
\nPeki sizin g\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u00fczde hi\u00e7 b\u00f6ylesine filizlenen bir \u00e7i\u00e7ek oldu mu?
\nSevday\u0131 en g\u00fczel anlatan \u015feylerden biri de yolculuktur. Uzun bir yolculukta yan\u0131n\u0131zdaki insanla payla\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z bir bardak \u00e7ay\u0131n tad\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcn\u2026 Ya da ayn\u0131 ya\u011fmurun alt\u0131nda birlikte \u0131slanmay\u0131\u2026 Sizce bu k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck anlar m\u0131 de\u011ferli, yoksa gidilen yol mu? Asl\u0131nda sevda, yolun kendisidir; kiminle y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fcz her \u015feyden daha k\u0131ymetlidir.
\nBug\u00fcn modern \u00e7a\u011f\u0131n h\u0131zl\u0131 ya\u015fam\u0131nda a\u015fk\u0131 k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fclt\u00fcyoruz, basitle\u015ftiriyoruz. Mesajlarla, foto\u011fraflarla \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcyoruz. Oysa a\u015fk, bundan \u00e7ok daha fazlas\u0131d\u0131r. \u0130nsan, sevdi\u011finin ad\u0131n\u0131 duyunca \u00e7ocuk gibi heyecanlan\u0131yorsa, onu beklerken zaman\u0131n nas\u0131l ge\u00e7ti\u011fini unutuyorsa, i\u015fte orada hakiki bir sevda vard\u0131r.
\nSiz en son ne zaman b\u00f6yle heyecanland\u0131n\u0131z?
\nSevda ayn\u0131 zamanda insana ahlak \u00f6\u011fretir. Sevdi\u011fini incitmemek i\u00e7in susmay\u0131, onun mutlulu\u011fu i\u00e7in kendi nefsini dizginlemeyi \u00f6\u011fretir. Kimi zaman fedak\u00e2rl\u0131k yapmay\u0131, kimi zaman sab\u0131rla beklemeyi\u2026 Belki de a\u015fk, insan olman\u0131n en samimi imtihan\u0131d\u0131r.
\nVe unutmay\u0131n; ister gen\u00e7lik y\u0131llar\u0131n\u0131n deli dolu heyecan\u0131yla ya\u015fans\u0131n, ister y\u0131llar\u0131n ard\u0131ndan yeniden kavu\u015fulan bir sevda olsun\u2026 A\u015fk, insan\u0131 insana en \u00e7ok yakla\u015ft\u0131ran, hayat\u0131 anlaml\u0131 k\u0131lan en b\u00fcy\u00fck s\u0131rd\u0131r. \u015eairin dedi\u011fi gibi; \u2018A\u015fk insana, insan da a\u015fka emanet.\u2019
\nA\u015fkla, sevdayla kal\u0131n.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
35 y\u0131ld\u0131r gazetecilik yap\u0131yorum. Van\u2019da ba\u015flad\u0131m, \u015eanl\u0131urfa ve Diyarbak\u0131r\u2019da, devam ettim. H\u00fcrriyet\u2019te, Sabah\u2019ta, Anadolu Ajans\u0131\u2019nda ve b\u00f6lgesel gazete de muhabirlikten b\u00f6lge m\u00fcd\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcne, genel yay\u0131n y\u00f6netmenli\u011finden edit\u00f6rl\u00fc\u011fe kadar mesle\u011fin her kademesinde g\u00f6rev ald\u0131m.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-109849","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-yazarlar"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mardinhaberyolu.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/109849","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mardinhaberyolu.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mardinhaberyolu.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mardinhaberyolu.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mardinhaberyolu.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=109849"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/mardinhaberyolu.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/109849\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":109850,"href":"https:\/\/mardinhaberyolu.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/109849\/revisions\/109850"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mardinhaberyolu.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=109849"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mardinhaberyolu.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=109849"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mardinhaberyolu.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=109849"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}