\u0130mral\u0131 Heyeti’nin ba\u015fakt\u00f6r\u00fc olarak T\u00fcrkiye’de bar\u0131\u015f\u0131n tesisi i\u00e7in verdi\u011fi m\u00fccadele ile ‘Ter\u00f6rs\u00fcz T\u00fcrkiye’yi savunanlar\u0131n g\u00f6nl\u00fcnde taht kuran S\u0131rr\u0131 S\u00fcreyya \u00d6nder’in ge\u00e7irmi\u015f oldu\u011fu hayati risk ta\u015f\u0131yan kalp krizi nedeniyle tarafl\u0131-tarafs\u0131z herkesi \u00fczm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcr. Sevenlerini g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131na bo\u011fan S\u0131rr\u0131 S\u00fcreyya \u00d6nder i\u00e7in sosyal ve yayg\u0131n medyada milyonlarca ge\u00e7mi\u015f olsun\u00a0 dilekleri payla\u015f\u0131ld\u0131; yaz\u0131lar yaz\u0131ld\u0131.<\/p>\n
Beni de \u00e7ok etkileyen bu yaz\u0131lardan biri de k\u0131ymetli karde\u015fim Muhsin K\u0131z\u0131lkaya taraf\u0131ndan kaleme al\u0131nd\u0131. Donan\u0131ml\u0131 bir beynin ve usta ellerin \u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fc olan bu duygusal y\u00fckl\u00fc yaz\u0131y\u0131 Sevgili Muhsin’in anlay\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 bildi\u011fim i\u00e7in k\u00f6\u015femde yay\u0131nlamak i\u00e7in kendisinden izin almay\u0131 gerekli bulmuyorum.<\/p>\n
\u0130\u015fte ustan\u0131n birikiminden s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcp gelen o yaz\u0131 ve ba\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131:<\/p>\n
S\u0131rr\u0131! Etme!<\/p>\n
\u201cDuydum ki bizi b\u0131rakmaya azmediyorsun, etme<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n Ba\u015fka bir yar, ba\u015fka bir dosta meylediyorsun, etme\u201d<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n Etme S\u0131rr\u0131!<\/p>\n Bizi b\u00f6yle \u00e7aresiz, bizi b\u00f6yle derbeder b\u0131rakma! Etraf\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 ku\u015fatm\u0131\u015f k\u00f6r kuyular merdivensiz qarda\u015f, bizi onlar\u0131n dibinde b\u0131rakma! Ortal\u0131k da\u011f\u0131n\u0131k; toplamadan \u00f6yle gitme!<\/p>\n Kalbine biraz daha kan gitsin diye kan\u0131mdan ne kadar laz\u0131msa vereyim qarda\u015f, gitme!<\/p>\n D\u0131\u015far\u0131da g\u00fcr\u00fcl g\u00fcr\u00fcl bir bahar var, etme!<\/p>\n Erguvan mevsiminde gitmek zul\u00fcmd\u00fcr, gitme!<\/p>\n \u00d6te d\u00fcnyadakilerin bar\u0131\u015fa ihtiyac\u0131 yok qarda\u015f, i\u015fi nihayete erdirmeden gitme! Bizi \u00f6fkelerimizle, bizi k\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fczle, bizi ac\u0131mas\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zla, bizi hodbinli\u011fimizle, bizi zalimli\u011fimizle ba\u015f ba\u015fa b\u0131rakma! \u0130ki taraf\u0131n kur\u015funlar\u0131na duvar olacak beden azd\u0131r qarda\u015f, bedeninizi aradan \u00e7ekme!<\/p>\n \u201cYad eller d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131n\u201d<\/strong>\u00a0sana ihtiyac\u0131 yok,\u00a0\u201chasta g\u00f6n\u00fcller\u201d<\/strong>\u00a0ku\u015f yavrular\u0131 gibi a\u011fz\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131k burada, sana bak\u0131yorlar qarda\u015f, gitme!<\/p>\n *<\/p>\n Hikaye anlatmak i\u00e7in do\u011fmu\u015ftun, bizi o hikayelerden mahrum b\u0131rakma.<\/p>\n Hani, Karak\u00f6y\u2019den Be\u015fikta\u015f\u2019a y\u00fcr\u00fcyorduk. B\u00f6yle bir bahar ak\u015fam\u0131yd\u0131 hani. Erguvanlar a\u00e7m\u0131\u015ft\u0131 Hisar\u2019da, havada h\u00fczn\u00fcn zerresi yoktu. Hani sen durmadan anlat\u0131yordun qarda\u015f. Roman yazacakt\u0131n, bana roman\u0131 ba\u015ftan sona o kudretli kelimelerinle anlat\u0131yordun hani. F\u0131nd\u0131kl\u0131\u2019da durmu\u015ftuk bir erguvan\u0131n alt\u0131nda. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck parkta hani. \u00dcsk\u00fcdar\u2019dan o yana, ikimizin memleketiydi. Seni durdurmu\u015f, \u201cen iyisi bu roman\u0131 yazma\u201d demi\u015ftim sana,\u00a0\u201cyazma, bir kasete oku, onun kasetini s\u00fcrelim piyasaya, daha \u00e7ok satar\u201d<\/strong>\u00a0demi\u015ftim de kahkahalarla g\u00fclm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fck hani. Seni yazmak i\u00e7in de\u011fil, anlatmak i\u00e7in g\u00f6ndermi\u015fti Allah aram\u0131za. Hi\u00e7bir yaz\u0131l\u0131 metin, senin a\u011fz\u0131ndan d\u00f6k\u00fclen konu\u015fma kadar m\u00fckemmel de\u011fildi qarda\u015f. Biz kimi dileyece\u011fiz sen gidersen, gitme!<\/p>\n \u201c\u00c7alma bizi, bizden bizi, gitme o ellere do\u011fru<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n \u00c7al\u0131nm\u0131\u015f ba\u015fkalar\u0131na nazar ediyorsun, etme\u201d<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n Orada, sana benzeyen \u00e7ok adam var qarda\u015f, sen buraya laz\u0131ms\u0131n gitme!<\/p>\n *<\/p>\n En son, pazar g\u00fcn\u00fc konu\u015fmu\u015ftuk seninle, bakt\u0131m \u015fimdi telefonuma tam 57 dakika… \u015eeyh \u015eamil\u2019i anlatm\u0131\u015ft\u0131n hani, \u00c7ar\u2019la olan m\u00fcnasebetini\u2026 \u00c7ar\u0131n d\u00fc\u015fman\u0131na g\u00f6sterdi\u011fi merhameti, sayg\u0131y\u0131\u2026 Esirken hacca gitmesine izin vermesini, o\u011flunu orada b\u0131rakmas\u0131n\u0131. Hani sormu\u015ftu \u015feyh \u00e7ara,\u00a0\u201co\u011flum rehin mi?\u201d\u00a0<\/strong>diye de \u00e7ar, hay\u0131r\u00a0\u201cmuhaf\u0131z\u0131m\u201d\u00a0<\/strong>demi\u015fti! Sonra s\u00f6z\u00fc Kemal Tahir\u2019e getirmi\u015ftik. Bu memleketin; hakikatin pe\u015finde ko\u015fan, tek hakiki alimine\u2026 O da oralarda qarda\u015f, Cemil Meri\u00e7 de orada, Ahmed Arif de Ya\u015far Kemal de Mehmed Uzun da\u2026 Bu \u00fclkenin vicdan\u0131 \u00e7oktan g\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcp gitti o diyarlara qarda\u015f, orada sana ihtiya\u00e7 yok, buras\u0131 karmakar\u0131\u015f\u0131k, etme!<\/p>\n *<\/p>\n Seni Metin getirmi\u015fti bana, hat\u0131rl\u0131yor musun qarda\u015f! Metin \u00dcst\u00fcnda\u011f ile Hatice\u2019nin arkas\u0131ndan girmi\u015ftiniz i\u00e7eri, koltu\u011funun alt\u0131nda kocaman bir dosyayla. Metin \u00f6nceden s\u00f6ylemi\u015fti, \u201cbir arkada\u015f\u0131m bir senaryo yazm\u0131\u015f, sana getirece\u011fim, o anlats\u0131n\u201d demi\u015fti. \u0130lk g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fte, o kara b\u0131y\u0131klar\u0131n, o esmer tenin, o da\u011f\u0131n\u0131k y\u00fcz\u00fcn, o derbeder g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn ne yalan s\u00f6yleyeyim qarda\u015f, senaryo yazm\u0131\u015f bir adamdan \u00e7ok kamyon \u015fof\u00f6r\u00fc izlenimi b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 bende. (Daha sonra anlatm\u0131\u015ft\u0131n, \u00e7ok uzun s\u00fcre ekmek paras\u0131 i\u00e7in kamyon \u015fof\u00f6rl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc de yapm\u0131\u015ft\u0131n.) Ben seni tan\u0131m\u0131yordum, ad\u0131n\u0131 duymam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m, ama sen beni biliyordun. Bir kitab\u0131mdan girmi\u015ftin s\u00f6ze,\u00a0\u201cEski Zaman E\u015fk\u0131yalar\u0131\u201d<\/strong>ndan\u2026 O an Metin\u2019i unutmu\u015f, k\u0131rk y\u0131ll\u0131k dostumu bir yana b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015f, k\u0131rk y\u0131ll\u0131k dostum senmi\u015fsin gibi davranm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Sevdi\u011fim kelimelerle konu\u015fuyordun benimle \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc, kudretli, kimselerin pek kullanmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 kelimelerle,\u00a0\u201cK\u00fcrt meselesini senin kitaplar\u0131ndan \u00f6\u011frendim\u201d\u00a0<\/strong>demi\u015ftin de beni mahcubiyetten yerin dibine sokmu\u015ftun. Masama b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131n senaryo\u00a0\u201cBeynelmilel\u201d<\/strong>in senaryosuydu. Ayn\u0131 yan\u0131m\u0131zdan yaral\u0131yd\u0131k. Ayn\u0131 co\u011frafya m\u00fchr\u00fcn\u00fc basm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 kavruk bedenlerimize. Ayn\u0131 hikayelerle b\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f, ayn\u0131 badireden ge\u00e7mi\u015ftik. Neye g\u00fclece\u011fimize ayn\u0131 anda karar veriyorduk. Bir dostluk birbirlerinin \u015fakalar\u0131na g\u00fclerek ba\u015flarsa e\u011fer, o dostlu\u011fa halel gelmez, bunu en iyi sen biliyordun. Nitekim gelmedi. Bir ara ayr\u0131 siyasi kamplara d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fck ama g\u00fcld\u00fcklerimiz hep ayn\u0131 kald\u0131.<\/p>\n *<\/p>\n \u00d6yle bir meselenin alt\u0131na bedenini koydun ki qarda\u015f, kim elini uzatsa kalbi tekliyor S\u0131rr\u0131. Turgut \u00d6zal da benzer bir \u015feye kalk\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131, onun da kalbine bir \u015feyler oldu. Bir Nisan g\u00fcn\u00fc durdu onunki de\u2026 \u00d6yle bir mesele ki y\u00fcrek dayanmaz! Ac\u0131y\u0131 bir tarafa b\u0131rakt\u0131m, u\u011fra\u015fmak i\u00e7in \u00e7elikten kalp laz\u0131m sahiden. Sen yaral\u0131 bedeninle i\u015fe giri\u015fti\u011finde, her konu\u015fmam\u0131zda\u00a0\u201caman qarda\u015f, sa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131na dikkat et, sa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131na dikkat et ki, bu i\u015f nihayete erdi\u011finde, istemeyenlerin mahcubiyetini g\u00f6r<\/strong>\u201d derdim sana. Bar\u0131\u015f geldi\u011finde bayram yapacak olan zaten yapacak, bizim i\u015fimiz onlarla de\u011fil, bar\u0131\u015f\u0131 en \u00e7ok bar\u0131\u015f\u0131 istemeyenlerin y\u00fcz\u00fcne d\u00fc\u015fecek utan\u00e7 halesini seyretmek i\u00e7in seviyorduk ikimiz de.<\/p>\n \u201cEy ay, felek harab olmu\u015f, alt\u00fcst olmu\u015f senin i\u00e7in<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n Bizi \u00f6yle harab, \u00f6yle alt\u00fcst ediyorsun, etme<\/em><\/strong>\u201d<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n 2007 se\u00e7imlerinde, \u201cben seni Ak Parti\u2019ye tavsiye edeyim sen de beni HDP\u2019ye\u201d demi\u015ftin hani bana. Ne \u00e7ok g\u00fclm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fck yine, \u201cbeni bo\u015f ver, ama sen vekil olmak istersen s\u00f6ylerim o partiden birilerine\u201d demi\u015ftim. (Vekil olmak istiyordun \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc \u201cqizi\u201d dedi\u011fin Ceren vard\u0131 akl\u0131nda. Ona b\u0131rakacak hi\u00e7bir \u015feyin yoktu.) Sahiden de s\u00f6ylemi\u015ftim o s\u0131rada partide yetkili olan birisine. Ad\u0131n\u0131 hi\u00e7 duymam\u0131\u015ft\u0131, \u201conu de\u011fil de belediye ba\u015fkan\u0131 gelip aday olsun\u201d demi\u015fti. Belediye ba\u015fkan\u0131 dedi\u011fi\u00a0\u201cVizotele\u201d<\/strong>deki Altan Erkekli\u2019ydi. Sana cevab\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yledi\u011fimde ne \u00e7ok g\u00fclm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fck yine\u2026 Y\u0131lmaz, ikimiz futboldan anlam\u0131yoruz diye evinden kovdu\u011funda, yine ne \u00e7ok g\u00fclm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fck. Sen milletvekili olmu\u015ftun da Meclis\u2019e gitmek i\u00e7in ilk tak\u0131m elbiseni ben alm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m sana, onu giyip geldi\u011finde ne \u00e7ok g\u00fclm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fck. Ne \u00e7ok g\u00fclm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fck\u2026 ne \u00e7ok a\u011flamak geliyor i\u00e7imde g\u00fcld\u00fcklerimize \u015fimdi\u2026. En \u00e7ok da T\u00fcrkmenistan\u2019da vakti zaman\u0131nda bindi\u011fin u\u00e7ak d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fc i\u00e7in bir daha da u\u00e7a\u011fa binemiyordun ya,\u00a0\u201cBeynelmilel\u201d<\/strong>\u00a0g\u00f6sterimine Avrupa\u2019ya trenle gitmi\u015ftin ya, korkuyordun u\u00e7aktan. Milletvekili olup Meclis\u2019e girdi\u011finde Ahmet T\u00fcrk sana,\u00a0\u201cS\u0131rr\u0131, u\u00e7a\u011fa binmekten korkuyorsun ama bizim partiye gelmekten korkmuyorsun, helal olsun sana\u201d<\/strong>\u00a0demi\u015fti de hikayeyi bana anlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda yine ne \u00e7ok g\u00fclm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fck.<\/p>\n A\u011fl\u0131yorum \u015fimdi g\u00fcld\u00fcklerimize, gitme!<\/p>\n *<\/p>\n Bug\u00fcn en \u00e7ok bar\u0131\u015f g\u00fcvercini h\u00fcz\u00fcnl\u00fc qarda\u015f!<\/p>\n O g\u00fcvercini daha \u00e7ok h\u00fczne gark etme!<\/p>\n Kalbini bir kez olsun dinleme!<\/p>\n Gitme!<\/p>\n Etme bunu bize qarda\u015f.<\/p>\n Ne olursun!<\/p>\n Etme!<\/p>\n <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" \u0130mral\u0131 Heyeti’nin ba\u015fakt\u00f6r\u00fc olarak T\u00fcrkiye’de bar\u0131\u015f\u0131n tesisi i\u00e7in verdi\u011fi m\u00fccadele ile ‘Ter\u00f6rs\u00fcz T\u00fcrkiye’yi savunanlar\u0131n g\u00f6nl\u00fcnde taht kuran S\u0131rr\u0131 S\u00fcreyya \u00d6nder’in ge\u00e7irmi\u015f oldu\u011fu hayati risk ta\u015f\u0131yan kalp krizi nedeniyle tarafl\u0131-tarafs\u0131z herkesi \u00fczm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcr. Sevenlerini g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131na bo\u011fan S\u0131rr\u0131 S\u00fcreyya \u00d6nder i\u00e7in sosyal ve yayg\u0131n medyada milyonlarca ge\u00e7mi\u015f olsun\u00a0 dilekleri payla\u015f\u0131ld\u0131; yaz\u0131lar yaz\u0131ld\u0131. 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